Thursday, August 11, 2011


I dropped my basket yesterday.

My youngest son had a tooth ache that gave him a chipmunk cheek.  He was five hours away at school.  His roommate called me to let me know.  When I finally talked to my son he admitted that the tooth had hurt for a while, but he didn't say anything because he didn't want anyone to work on him but his daddy.  

My baby had been hurting for months because his daddy had been the only dentist he had ever had.

His pain broke my heart.

His grief broke my heart.

It was a heartbreaking day.

The doctor that bought my husband's practice graciously worked on my son for several hours today and got him out of pain and formulated a treatment plan to handle this problem.  I am fortunate that he treats us like family.  

But my heart is still broken that my son misses his father so much.

You never get over losing your daddy.

I know from experience.



Anonymous said...


I came across your blog while searching 'heartbreak' on google...I'm sorry for your loss and wish you only the best.


Anonymous said...

I also came across your blog when i searched for 'heartbreak'. Very sorry for your loss and continue to stay strong.

God bless you and your family.

Ezza said...

I cam across your blog via Google, looking for images for a quote about letting go of love, grievences and heartbrake...

There is so much hurt, pain and sadness in the world but there is also beauty, happiness and light in the world. I want to share these thought and vibrations with you through this difficult time in your life. Sometimes, we just need someone else's strength to put us through and reminder ourselves that we are strong and overcome anything.

My prayers are with you! God Bless!