Melissa Greene's song, "To Trust You" so eloquently expresses what I feel today. God's ways are not my ways. I don't understand the WHYS. However, I still trust you, Lord, even when You don't make sense to me.
Jesus, Jesus, how I trust You!
How I've proved You o'er and o'er!
Jesus, Jesus, precious Jesus!
O for grace to trust You more.
Did you hear me crying out to You,
Did you hear me I did all I knew to do
I prayed had faith but You still took him away from me
I can choose to ask why. I can choose to be angry.
I can wrestle when life is not what I thought it would be
I can wish that all the pain would simply go away
And at the same time I can choose Lord to trust You
Do you see me I can’t do this on my own
Are you near me just let me know I’m not alone
I prayed had faith that you would answer me so differently
To trust Your ways are not my ways
To know there’s purpose in this pain
To trust that you will bring my joy again
But I’m still asking why...